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Sad..July 21, 2009 Hearted @ 10:12 PMFeeling So SAD!!!SO EMPTY! Feel like crying... Are the frens that I m having now really frens to me? Or are they just someone to entertain me when I m bored then find others to entertain after they finish entertaining me? Do they really treat me as a fren or a person to entertain? Do they see my negative points faster than my positive points? Are they making me happy or sad? Do they think me as a person hu can share secrets wif or just a person hu is irritating? Do they think I m taking advantage of them or just helping me? When it is my birthday, do they buy me present bcos it is my birthday and just wanna give me a present as a return bcos on their birthday I bought them things? Or do they just wanna make me happy on that special day? Do I really nidda act in fornt of them? Can I show my real self? When I m happy no one care, but when I m emo y do they care? When I m there, y dun they wanna tok to me? And when I m sick or absent, y do they sms me and asked me y I m not there? Do they take me for granted? M I funny and happy bcos of them or bcos of other things? M I entertaining them when they nidda it? Wat have I've done? Wat did I said? If I dun follow wat they are tokin abt, y do I get left out? Arethey just taking advantage of me? TOO MANY QUESTION! Let's now give some examples.. A- She had all the same subject as me.. When I asked her the homework, she will always tell me.. But when I dun tok to her.. She will not tok to me until we tok abt skool things again.. If not, she will also tok to me when she have no one to follow her to somewhere.. But sometimes I've also asked her to follow me.. Then I have to see her mood.. If she is not bored, She wont follow me.. She is not so bad and she can keep secrets.. B- She is a classmate but not a fren.. She always asked me to follow her to where ever she wans to go.. But when I asked her to follow me, she will see whether where m I going.. If it is a place that she have no advantage then she wont go.. And she always asked me to help her ask someone else things.. But she get the reply instead of me... I've tried to reject her and she gt a little angry after that.. She also have a bad mouth.. She always tell me all the gossips of others and tell others abt mine.. She will always get the advantage.. If I nv tok to her, she also wont tok to me until she have a question.. If no question, she will just show a black face.. C- She is a classmate I've thie year.. She started to b good to me and close to me at first.. But now when she got mixed wif the class.. She is like the attention of the class and she had another group of frens to hang out wif.. But when the frens are gone, she will come back and find me and tok to me.. And she will always asked a question :"Y u today so quiet?" Then she is sitting beside me.. So everytime she will tok to me during lessons.. Last time I feel sick, I told her I dun wanna go skool.. Then she said:" If u nv come skool then hu will pei wo?" Then I gave her examples and she will keep saying this wif this, that wif that.. Then she will always wan me to go to skool.. But she will go wif the this and that.. Then she will left me alone.. I really dun feel like I m ur NO.1 anymore.. She will also put her bag and things on my table.. These are some of the examples.. HAIX!!! I really feel so tired.. I duno whether wanna go to skool anot.. I dun feel liek going to skool anymore... Cos going skool is just studying and more studying and more stress.. No chatting, frens, fun and relaxing anymore... I found that my house is the best place I wanna b in.. When in skool I feel so left out and stress out.. When outside I feel so tired and just wanna go home.. And when I m home, I just wanna sleep and relax.. Now I m feeling sad, tired and stress.. Then I now feel like sleeping and dun wanna wake up.. And The last thing is that.. Since no one wans to read my blog then I will make it a memory for the times when I;ve lost my memory.. So if there is someone to read my blog I thank u! Lastly, I m crying when I m typing even now.. I think I've lost the purpose of living.. Updating...July 14, 2009 Hearted @ 11:00 PMY is my title "updating"?Bcos I had stop blogging for a long time.. Since LAST YEAR OCT 10! Okay.. So this will be a long post! I'll try to rmb wat happened during the period between Oct 10 till now... Hmmmmm... Actually I passed my EYE for sec 3 then gt to sec 4E.. Then on my birthday I think I went to JP wif my mother.. And in the morning I went to PM and meet pei.. Pei gave me a box that looks like a cake.. Then inside gt another small cake.. The small cake she say is she sew herself de..(And wif some help from her mother) Then I went to JP to play the crane! Then I gt a "chip" pillow from my mother and I beg my brother to buy a tweety bird soft toy then in the end i gt 2 presents! My father still owe me present! lol! OH YA! On my father's birthday i rmb! I gt some coupons for banana cake/marble cake/chocolate cake.. I gt it bcos a few of my cuz gt married and then they gt give free coupons! So we went to take a banana cake then we deco it wif cream.. Then at nite we asked him to come back early to eat the cake.. Then we ate the cake but it tasted so weird so i oni ate 1 piece.. THE NEXT DAY!!! I M SICK!! I vomited and feel sick.. That's y i dun dare to make a cake.. OR dun dare to eat the cake that i have made.. I HAVE LEARN MY LESSON! Then 31 Dec,It was guo bin's birthday and the last day of 2008... Then on 11.50+pm I was smsing my cuz.. When the clock strikes 12! SMS JAM!!! I recieved my cuz sms at 12.04am! She sent on 12.00 but i recieved it after 4 mins! Then i also smsed guo bin happy birthday on 31 dec.. Then during chinese new year.. I gt abt $100+ for my red packet money.. And i wished HIM a happy chinese new year.. And told him that i like him.. Then he replied me abt 1 month later.. He said that 'it is not the right time to b together.. He wanna concentrate on studies..' So I waited... THEN! during june holiday! HE told me that he last time sent a wrong message.. Actually the message should b 'I dun wan a stead right now' But I m not sad cos after he sent me then pervious messages.. I m prepared that he will not like me.. But I still waited... Me and fel bought him a cap which have his fav colour.. Then now he keep wearing it.. (so happy he likes it) Then happy he's happy now.. OKAY!! Enuff of HIM! SEC 4 IS A STRESSFUL YEAR! Y do I say that? Bcos every teachers will say U MUST GET A FOR THIS SUBJECT!! Then during the holidays, IT IS NOT A HOLIDAY! March holidays went to skool almost every day.. June holidays went to skool the first and last week.. Then now Art still havne do finish.. Still haven start revision! CA coming.. Rememdial lessons on every day until 5.30pm! Homework are like hills.. Soon it will b mountain.. STRESS STRESS STRESS!!!! MAIN POINT! My feeling now... I feel so angry, sad, 烦 and tired! Angry bcos my bro gt blog i also duno! And my com is brand new! BUT! The screen gt problem liao! And two boys in my skool think i not fierce then keep taking advantage of me.. Shar keep kiking me then beating me.. Then i today hit him back at his back hardly! Les sits in fornt of me during SS lesson, he always give me the spoiled paper or worksheets.. Then i ytd hit him on the back wif the paper then say U NOT GENTLEMAN! GIVE A LADY SPOILED THINGS AND U TAKE THE GOOD ONES! Then he was shocked and i dun care him.. Sad bcos my bro blog again.. I read the posts.. And i cant believe wat he posted.. And bcos my father is so 烦 then i very worried abt his health! He dun seems so well this few days.. 烦 bcos of money!!! EVERYTHING NIDS MONEY! My tuition fee haven pay yet.. And i dun wanna tuition bcos the fee is a bit too high and my rememdial lessons are too many until 5.30pm..I dun wanna tuition on Sat.. But at nite also too tired to go for tuition.. And then my father also owe some money and i try to save money and help him pay a bit.. I help him paid $40 for my tuition fee and I m now broke! Tired is bcos! SKOOL!! wake too early and sleep too late.. Not even 8 hours! Then afternoon still nidda attend remedial lessons then my brain cannot focus! More stories wif the photos... ![]() Double rainbow(25/2/09) I took 4 photos and this is the most clear photo that double rainbow can b seen.. And is so so nice.. then second rainbow is on top of the first.. The rainbow is on the newspaper.. It is over the whole SINGAPORE! ![]() Top view of the buildings in redhill..(17/3/09) I went to have a work exp of giving flyers from door to door.. Then it was fun! But I did not give all flyers =X My legs are ache-ing after the whole exp! ![]() Rainbow in the evening..(21/3/09) Saw it suddenly and took a photo of it.. After the photo is taken.. The rainbow disappeared.. ![]() Pei ting's birthday cake'09(16/2/09) HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEI TING! ![]() The top one is mine and the bottom is pei's!(16/2/09) These cakes were bought by our tuition teacher.. She was shocked when she saw the cakes!Then 2 were mine and 2 were hers.. ![]() Class cake bought by teacher(I think)..(27/4/09) Bcoz she wan to celebrate the ppl's birthday which falls on JAN AND FEB! ![]() my mother's birthday cake'08 wif candle(30/9/08) She like mango.. ![]() Top view(30/9/08) A bit blur... ![]() Cake wifout candles..(30/9/08) NICE? ![]() MY CAKE!'08(14/12/08) TWEETY!!!! ![]() The cake that me and my brother made for my father!'08(29/11/08) THE CAKE THAT MADE ME VOMITED THE NEXT DAY!!! ARGGGGGGGG! ![]() Buffet at Sakura(Orchard)(17/3/09) Treated by my auntie and everybody LOOK HERE!!! say cheese!! ![]() "KICK ME" STICKER!!(4/2/09) Guess hu is the unlucky one? ![]() The cap that I and fel bought him..(10/4/09) NICE? ![]() We put the cap in this bag..(10/4/09) NICE? ![]() NICE GLOVE! LOL!! PEACE!!(12/4/09) Not I make de! ![]() Me wif the cap.. I looked like a skater girl...(10/4/09) ![]() FIRST FLOWER!!(18/5/09) FINALLY!! AFTER SO LONG! ![]() Second and Third follows!(28/5/09) SO HAPPY! ![]() Pei's plant grow so big!(18/5/09) WEEEEEEEEEEE! ![]() Giant Pink Dolphin!(13/5/09) DUN EAT PPL!!! ![]() Rainbow on the floor!(31/5/09) Reflection! ![]() A Cat's Bed..(9/6/09) Soft? LOL!! NO HARD!! ![]() RED MOON?!(15/6/09) Do this have a link wif the 22/7? ![]() ME!(11/7/09) On my cuz's wedding day, I wore this! ![]() RED MOON AGAIN!!(12/7/09) Is this link wif my bad luck these few days? October 10, 2008 Hearted @ 6:24 PMLalala..I m typin my post as i promised to my fren.. My com is lagging like hell here.. And my mother just shouted and asked me to watch funniest video.. And i have so many thing happened and i wanna tell u but i have no time.. So i briefly say wat i have done.. My mother birthday is over and i took some photos.. Next time the post.. I went to jp and pm to play the crane.. Then gt myself 5 toys.. And today just gt 1.. So is 6 toys.. I wan more! Photos of them next time post also.. And exam over today and monday is marking day.. But on marking day, i m going to do some CIP things for 3 hours.. bcos cher say nid 100 CIP hours by this year i think or next year.. I oni noe i not enuff CIP hour.. And nidda go do more CIP.. After my CIP thingy.. MY cuz is coming to my house.. She said that she wanna try my mother's cooking.. So we can play in the afternoon.. I try go there take some photo come back post.. And i wan 黑糖群俠傳 de soundtrack! But i think Singapore haven out yet.. Then i wan the 黑糖群俠傳 de VCD! Gt part 1 to 6 le! But no money.. And lastly, i think my oxy 5 is too long nv use exp liao.. Cos i used it ytd nite and then my face today gt a bit red red Then my fren keep saying that i gt sun burn.. I wont post this photo on blog.. So i will go back to unactive in bloging le.. Buaix *unactive* August 13, 2008 Hearted @ 7:25 PMDuno wat happened today..I oni noe i trip over and hit the ground and stood up.. But see things blur blur.. Then black-out.. But after a few sec.. I heard voices.. "R u okay?" "Wanna sit down?" "Wat happened?" A lot of question and i answered 1.. "r u okay? i answered "No" But i think no one hear me.. So today short post cos left hand pain.. Then dun wanna use it much.. Gt a lot of blue-blacks.. And i skip CCA.. I dun wanna go and my head hurts.. So now i go eat dinner le.. Haix.. Tmr still gt Bio test then nidda rmb a lot.. Then chi nidda do and ART! nidda design.. So busy.. Headache.. Hand pain.. Wish tmr dun have these problems le.. August 8, 2008 Hearted @ 8:38 PMHMM..Let's see.. From the day i stopped blogging.. I will see gt wat thing special.. @26 july The Sg thingy.. And nv gt in.. But try our best le.. I tried to rmb the things the say and the judge were scary.. So i keep forgeting my lines.. @27 july Went to Suntre City to find my cuz.. Then saw him and he was busy doing his work..(ASA things) Then went to see some flowers outside the Singapore Garden Festival.. Cos go in nid money.. So walked outside and took some pic.. @28 July Normal monday.. @29 July Duno wat happened.. @30 July Viveca finally borrow me the storybook.. Read it in the morning reading period.. Chem gt the Balance test.. Then during Eng period, very noisy.. And guo bin sat in fornt of me and i cant see.. So i ued my pencil case and hit his back.. But i said sorry to him.. Cos class is very noisy and then bad mood liao lor.. @31 July Tmr first day of G... Festival.. Dun dare to say.. @1 Aug First day of that festival.. And dun dare to go home late and do anything that will make that angry.. Or other things.. I dun wanna tok abt it le.. During POA, played wif UHU glue and made a wormy.. Then during Eng, kana viveca drew hand.. And took pic of it.. Still gt write Drawn by VIVECA! Gt sign also.. Took a pic of my back for my art project.. Then went to meet my mother and aunty.. Cos we were watching Money Not Enough 2.. Free ticket of cos go la! And saw a great Wall-E robot there.. Very cute so took pic of it.. @2 Aug Normal Sat @3 Aug Went to bugis and pray.. And walk slowly to eat and went my ah ma house.. When the door opens.. I saw a pool of pee and a poop beside it.. Confirm the dog did that! Then the tv is mine.. @4 Aug Mr Yang not happy wif our class cleanliness.. So ask us to stay back everyday for the week and clean the class.. Then class finish must call him to come and see then can go.. Then first day still okay.. Then they all practice for the dance until i oni have little time to eat.. Then i went for training and early dismissed.. And saw leon and sheela siting outside the class de table.. So i stayed and chat wif them.. Then same interest : Love LOLLIPOP! @5 Aug Did fileing during POA and corrections.. No study.. During Chem, cannot catch up wif the lesson.. @6 Aug Went to lab during chem.. Then lazy do the test.. Then nv do.. Do until half stop and pour away the chemical le.. HEHE.. Then look at textbook for the results.. Then afternoon gt chem at 2.10.. Then finish the test for cation can go home liao.. Then i last min then saw careless mistakes.. I rmb the colour for precipitate.. White white blue green red white white no colour.. Then went to meet Lin they all at pm de mcd.. Then saw a guy looks like Mr Lai.. But he nv wear spec.. So duno is him anot.. But really looks like him.. So rushed to training at 4.. 6.30 dismissed and went home quickly cos late le.. @7 Aug Chi nidda do finish the compo by 6 And homework by tue morning.. Went home and do the homework then asked mother how to do.. Then my mother scream very loudly when she was closing the window.. Cos raining ma, So close window.. Then she saw a lizard.. So scream very loud.. @8 Aug Morning went to the where then tied hair myself.. Then the national day celebrations.. Then i oni spent 2.50 on the Charity Bazaar.. Cos all out of stock le.. Sian.. So bought agur agur and drink.. And went home to change clothes and use com.. Then go pei house meet her.. Then played wif her hamster and rabbit.. And then went outside skool wait for lin.. Then she go home change clothes and we go Shaw and watched movie.. Guess wat movie? Money No Enough 2 again! Then we watched 2.10 de.. Then the fornt seats.. Then nv eat lunch just go in.. Then come out all very hungry then we went to buy french fries and take home eat.. Then i go deposit money.. Then went home.. Saw evan on the tv and stuck there and show finish then on com.. OKAY! Enuff of typing.. I tried to rmb very hard.. So now going to bath le.. Must faster upload pic.. BTW HAPPY BIRTHDAY SG!!! AND HAPPY OLYMPIC OPENING IN BEIJING!! MS HO IS THERE RIGHT NOW.. ![]() Outside the hall.. ![]() PAPA AND AH MA!!! ![]() My back.. ![]() Wormy.. ![]() MY hand.. ![]() Wall-E Okay i go bath le.. BUAIX.. July 25, 2008 Hearted @ 9:40 PMWed was my bro birthday..So HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO.. OLD 1 YEAR LE! This year PSLE must study hard and get good result ar.. Dun b like me so bad and go worst class.. But i nv say that i dun like that class.. I LOVE 2E8'07!! Ytd we went to NAFA and see art works.. We leave skool at 1.50pm.. And reach there abt 2.30pm.. NAFA is near bugis.. We went to Campus 1.. The place is quite small.. Not so big but a lot of campus.. Cannot take bag, food and drinks go.. So bought a coke there for $1.30!! So EXP! $$ I hab post some photos i took there.. And then i cannot post all.. Cos i dun wanna let other ppl know wat i took there.. And wat's my idea for my O level next year.. I think i will start planning for my O level this nov holiday ba.. Today i gt POA test.. It is a MQC and true or false questions.. Then i gt 23/30, 77%.. Haix.. Gt some careless mistakes.. Nv read the Question properly.. Cos my eyes r so itchy.. Then i keep rubbing my eyes then see blur blur de.. And my english teacher today last day.. Bcos he wanna go NUS study.. And next week i will b having another new english teacher.. So many english teacher.. Keep changing.. He today came late to skool bcos he dunno that go NUS nid the card.. So he go and apply the card and come to skool right after he finish applying.. Then he told us wat happened and we continue to do our work.. Then abt 5 mins b4 the lesson is finish we took pic.. And i dun wanna pic bcos i dun like taking pic.. And i nidda finish the comprehension summary.. And bcos i nidda go for photo taking right after lesson.. So i hab no time to finish the summary and i dun wanna take.. Then the teacher ask me go take then i take if not i dun wanna take de.. So i m kana invited by him for takin pic.. Then after that i rush to hall and saw no one there.. So i waited until every volleyball ppl r there.. Then we r the second to take photo.. Bowling is the first who take bcos we haven ready.. Tmr morning nidda go skool cos the stupid zhen wei lor.. Go sent the thingy.. Then i tot we r out.. But NO! We r still in.. I think is Mr Soh ask him to sent de.. I dun wanna go there.. Nidda present the product.. Somemore the product is he make on him own de lor.. Not wif our comments de lor.. And all of us wanna give up lor.. Then he go sent means we r still in and nidda go! Waste my friday nite of sleep.. And sat morning! Stupid! @!%#@#!$#!@$%#%$!@#!@%!@^%$!#! I HATE ZHEN WEI! Bcos he use stupid tone to tok to us lor.. The tone like commanding us.. I feel like punching him! He tok like mono-tone de lor! Anyway.. I feel shy when in fornt of ppl! And i dun like to tok to strangers.. And here's the pics.. ![]() Start wif pic that took on bus on the way to NAFA.. ![]() Fountain outside NAFA ![]() Fishy.. ![]() Miss rich is testing her fashion shirt.. ![]() Chocolates!~ ![]() For my ending,i'll write off this stair to the end.. July 21, 2008 Hearted @ 8:32 PM
personality test by similarminds.com Today we did a promotion thingy.. And for my group.. We r... ICE CREAM! So they used paper and make it into ice cream on the spot while others r promotin.. We r the 4th group to present.. Then we spoke very soft but we gt offer! BUY 1 GET 1 FREE!!! LOL! see hu wanna buy lor.. I took the ice cream home and took a pic of it.. And i cant believe that we won 3rd and today is the wat day and we won 1st in sec 3.. And now everybody is asking me to pass a msg.. "Bring English 10 year series tmr.." And ytd we celebrated my bro's birthday at my auntie house.. Cos my bro de birthday is this wed so cannot go as the nest day gt skool.. So we celebrate it and then wed celebrate ourself again.. I duno wanna buy wat for him as birthday present.. Cos he keep asking for Wii.. And i dun hab so much money to buy 1.. So any suggestion? And today is my volleyball coach birthday.. I dun even noe.. And dun care =X It they after training then they all sing "happy birthday" song then i noe de.. And my fren's birthday also.. So i grats my fren and nv grats my coach.. Tmr i think gt another person de birthday.. Then i think this week a lot of ppl de birthday.. During the waiting time for my cuz to come back i took a pic of a bird.. It is standing near the window and my mother scare it away.. And today morning i took 1 sky pic very nice like Fire ball.. And i took a lot of pics.. Aiya.. Now i m going to bath and study geo le.. Tmr gt geo CA4.. So jia you! And wed is SS de.. MUST STUDY! GET GOOD RESULTS! So i just let the pic do the tokin and i go bath.. BUAIX! (NEXT BLOGGING : DUNO WHEN) ![]() Fireball.. ![]() First time hand made ice cream on cone.. ![]() Fish.. ![]() Bird bird.. ![]() bro's cake.. ![]() Paper-made ice cream.. ![]() Prize for wining 3rd place.. |