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Lazy put...Sad..
July 21, 2009 Hearted @ 10:12 PM
Feeling So SAD!!!SO EMPTY!
Feel like crying...
Are the frens that I m having now really frens to me?
Or are they just someone to entertain me when I m bored then find others to entertain after they finish entertaining me?
Do they really treat me as a fren or a person to entertain?
Do they see my negative points faster than my positive points?
Are they making me happy or sad?
Do they think me as a person hu can share secrets wif or just a person hu is irritating?
Do they think I m taking advantage of them or just helping me?
When it is my birthday, do they buy me present bcos it is my birthday and just wanna give me a present as a return bcos on their birthday I bought them things?
Or do they just wanna make me happy on that special day?
Do I really nidda act in fornt of them?
Can I show my real self?
When I m happy no one care, but when I m emo y do they care?
When I m there, y dun they wanna tok to me?
And when I m sick or absent, y do they sms me and asked me y I m not there?
Do they take me for granted?
M I funny and happy bcos of them or bcos of other things?
M I entertaining them when they nidda it?
Wat have I've done?
Wat did I said?
If I dun follow wat they are tokin abt, y do I get left out?
Arethey just taking advantage of me?
TOO MANY QUESTION!
Let's now give some examples..
A- She had all the same subject as me..
When I asked her the homework, she will always tell me..
But when I dun tok to her.. She will not tok to me until we tok abt skool things again..
If not, she will also tok to me when she have no one to follow her to somewhere..
But sometimes I've also asked her to follow me..
Then I have to see her mood.. If she is not bored, She wont follow me..
She is not so bad and she can keep secrets..
B- She is a classmate but not a fren..
She always asked me to follow her to where ever she wans to go..
But when I asked her to follow me, she will see whether where m I going..
If it is a place that she have no advantage then she wont go..
And she always asked me to help her ask someone else things..
But she get the reply instead of me...
I've tried to reject her and she gt a little angry after that..
She also have a bad mouth..
She always tell me all the gossips of others and tell others abt mine..
She will always get the advantage..
If I nv tok to her, she also wont tok to me until she have a question..
If no question, she will just show a black face..
C- She is a classmate I've thie year..
She started to b good to me and close to me at first..
But now when she got mixed wif the class..
She is like the attention of the class and she had another group of frens to hang out wif..
But when the frens are gone, she will come back and find me and tok to me..
And she will always asked a question :"Y u today so quiet?"
Then she is sitting beside me.. So everytime she will tok to me during lessons..
Last time I feel sick, I told her I dun wanna go skool..
Then she said:" If u nv come skool then hu will pei wo?"
Then I gave her examples and she will keep saying this wif this, that wif that..
Then she will always wan me to go to skool.. But she will go wif the this and that..
Then she will left me alone.. I really dun feel like I m ur NO.1 anymore..
She will also put her bag and things on my table..
These are some of the examples.. HAIX!!!
I really feel so tired..
I duno whether wanna go to skool anot..
I dun feel liek going to skool anymore...
Cos going skool is just studying and more studying and more stress..
No chatting, frens, fun and relaxing anymore...
I found that my house is the best place I wanna b in..
When in skool I feel so left out and stress out..
When outside I feel so tired and just wanna go home..
And when I m home, I just wanna sleep and relax..
Now I m feeling sad, tired and stress..
Then I now feel like sleeping and dun wanna wake up..
And The last thing is that..
Since no one wans to read my blog then I will make it a memory for the times when I;ve lost my memory..
So if there is someone to read my blog I thank u!
Lastly, I m crying when I m typing even now..
I think I've lost the purpose of living..