Heart Is Like A Glass

Sad..

2009-07-21T22:12:00.000+08:00

Feeling So SAD!!!
SO EMPTY!
Feel like crying...

Are the frens that I m having now really frens to me?
Or are they just someone to entertain me when I m bored then find others to entertain after they finish entertaining me?
Do they really treat me as a fren or a person to entertain?
Do they see my negative points faster than my positive points?
Are they making me happy or sad?
Do they think me as a person hu can share secrets wif or just a person hu is irritating?
Do they think I m taking advantage of them or just helping me?
When it is my birthday, do they buy me present bcos it is my birthday and just wanna give me a present as a return bcos on their birthday I bought them things?
Or do they just wanna make me happy on that special day?
Do I really nidda act in fornt of them?
Can I show my real self?
When I m happy no one care, but when I m emo y do they care?
When I m there, y dun they wanna tok to me?
And when I m sick or absent, y do they sms me and asked me y I m not there?
Do they take me for granted?
M I funny and happy bcos of them or bcos of other things?
M I entertaining them when they nidda it?
Wat have I've done?
Wat did I said?
If I dun follow wat they are tokin abt, y do I get left out?
Arethey just taking advantage of me?
TOO MANY QUESTION!

Let's now give some examples..
A- She had all the same subject as me..
When I asked her the homework, she will always tell me..
But when I dun tok to her.. She will not tok to me until we tok abt skool things again..
If not, she will also tok to me when she have no one to follow her to somewhere..
But sometimes I've also asked her to follow me..
Then I have to see her mood.. If she is not bored, She wont follow me..
She is not so bad and she can keep secrets..

B- She is a classmate but not a fren..
She always asked me to follow her to where ever she wans to go..
But when I asked her to follow me, she will see whether where m I going..
If it is a place that she have no advantage then she wont go..
And she always asked me to help her ask someone else things..
But she get the reply instead of me...
I've tried to reject her and she gt a little angry after that..
She also have a bad mouth..
She always tell me all the gossips of others and tell others abt mine..
She will always get the advantage..
If I nv tok to her, she also wont tok to me until she have a question..
If no question, she will just show a black face..

C- She is a classmate I've thie year..
She started to b good to me and close to me at first..
But now when she got mixed wif the class..
She is like the attention of the class and she had another group of frens to hang out wif..
But when the frens are gone, she will come back and find me and tok to me..
And she will always asked a question :"Y u today so quiet?"
Then she is sitting beside me.. So everytime she will tok to me during lessons..
Last time I feel sick, I told her I dun wanna go skool..
Then she said:" If u nv come skool then hu will pei wo?"
Then I gave her examples and she will keep saying this wif this, that wif that..
Then she will always wan me to go to skool.. But she will go wif the this and that..
Then she will left me alone.. I really dun feel like I m ur NO.1 anymore..
She will also put her bag and things on my table..

These are some of the examples.. HAIX!!!
I really feel so tired..
I duno whether wanna go to skool anot..
I dun feel liek going to skool anymore...
Cos going skool is just studying and more studying and more stress..
No chatting, frens, fun and relaxing anymore...
I found that my house is the best place I wanna b in..
When in skool I feel so left out and stress out..
When outside I feel so tired and just wanna go home..
And when I m home, I just wanna sleep and relax..
Now I m feeling sad, tired and stress..
Then I now feel like sleeping and dun wanna wake up..
And The last thing is that..
Since no one wans to read my blog then I will make it a memory for the times when I;ve lost my memory..
So if there is someone to read my blog I thank u!
Lastly, I m crying when I m typing even now..
I think I've lost the purpose of living..

Updating...

2009-07-14T23:00:00.004+08:00

Y is my title "updating"?
Bcos I had stop blogging for a long time..
Since LAST YEAR OCT 10! Okay..
So this will be a long post!
I'll try to rmb wat happened during the period between Oct 10 till now...

Hmmmmm... Actually I passed my EYE for sec 3 then gt to sec 4E..

Then on my birthday I think I went to JP wif my mother..
And in the morning I went to PM and meet pei..
Pei gave me a box that looks like a cake.. Then inside gt another small cake..
The small cake she say is she sew herself de..(And wif some help from her mother)
Then I went to JP to play the crane!
Then I gt a "chip" pillow from my mother and I beg my brother to buy a tweety bird soft toy then in the end i gt 2 presents!
My father still owe me present! lol!

OH YA! On my father's birthday i rmb!
I gt some coupons for banana cake/marble cake/chocolate cake..
I gt it bcos a few of my cuz gt married and then they gt give free coupons!
So we went to take a banana cake then we deco it wif cream..
Then at nite we asked him to come back early to eat the cake..
Then we ate the cake but it tasted so weird so i oni ate 1 piece..
THE NEXT DAY!!! I M SICK!! I vomited and feel sick..
That's y i dun dare to make a cake.. OR dun dare to eat the cake that i have made..
I HAVE LEARN MY LESSON!

Then 31 Dec,It was guo bin's birthday and the last day of 2008...
Then on 11.50+pm I was smsing my cuz..
When the clock strikes 12! SMS JAM!!! I recieved my cuz sms at 12.04am!
She sent on 12.00 but i recieved it after 4 mins!
Then i also smsed guo bin happy birthday on 31 dec..

Then during chinese new year..
I gt abt $100+ for my red packet money..
And i wished HIM a happy chinese new year.. And told him that i like him..
Then he replied me abt 1 month later..
He said that 'it is not the right time to b together..
He wanna concentrate on studies..'
So I waited...
THEN! during june holiday! HE told me that he last time sent a wrong message..
Actually the message should b 'I dun wan a stead right now'
But I m not sad cos after he sent me then pervious messages..
I m prepared that he will not like me.. But I still waited...
Me and fel bought him a cap which have his fav colour..
Then now he keep wearing it.. (so happy he likes it)
Then happy he's happy now..
OKAY!! Enuff of HIM!

SEC 4 IS A STRESSFUL YEAR!
Y do I say that?
Bcos every teachers will say U MUST GET A FOR THIS SUBJECT!!
Then during the holidays, IT IS NOT A HOLIDAY!
March holidays went to skool almost every day..
June holidays went to skool the first and last week..
Then now Art still havne do finish..
Still haven start revision!
CA coming.. Rememdial lessons on every day until 5.30pm!
Homework are like hills.. Soon it will b mountain..
STRESS STRESS STRESS!!!!

MAIN POINT! My feeling now...
I feel so angry, sad, 烦 and tired!

Angry bcos my bro gt blog i also duno!
And my com is brand new! BUT! The screen gt problem liao!
And two boys in my skool think i not fierce then keep taking advantage of me..
Shar keep kiking me then beating me..
Then i today hit him back at his back hardly!
Les sits in fornt of me during SS lesson, he always give me the spoiled paper or worksheets..
Then i ytd hit him on the back wif the paper then say U NOT GENTLEMAN!
GIVE A LADY SPOILED THINGS AND U TAKE THE GOOD ONES!
Then he was shocked and i dun care him..

Sad bcos my bro blog again.. I read the posts.. And i cant believe wat he posted..
And bcos my father is so 烦 then i very worried abt his health!
He dun seems so well this few days..

烦 bcos of money!!! EVERYTHING NIDS MONEY!
My tuition fee haven pay yet.. And i dun wanna tuition bcos the fee is a bit too high and my rememdial lessons are too many until 5.30pm..I dun wanna tuition on Sat..
But at nite also too tired to go for tuition..
And then my father also owe some money and i try to save money and help him pay a bit..
I help him paid $40 for my tuition fee and I m now broke!

Tired is bcos! SKOOL!! wake too early and sleep too late..
Not even 8 hours! Then afternoon still nidda attend remedial lessons then my brain cannot focus!

More stories wif the photos...

Double rainbow(25/2/09)
I took 4 photos and this is the most clear photo that double rainbow can b seen..
And is so so nice.. then second rainbow is on top of the first.. The rainbow is on the newspaper.. It is over the whole SINGAPORE!

Top view of the buildings in redhill..(17/3/09)
I went to have a work exp of giving flyers from door to door..
Then it was fun! But I did not give all flyers =X My legs are ache-ing after the whole exp!

Rainbow in the evening..(21/3/09)
Saw it suddenly and took a photo of it.. After the photo is taken.. The rainbow disappeared..

Pei ting's birthday cake'09(16/2/09)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEI TING!

The top one is mine and the bottom is pei's!(16/2/09)
These cakes were bought by our tuition teacher.. She was shocked when she saw the cakes!Then 2 were mine and 2 were hers..

Class cake bought by teacher(I think)..(27/4/09)
Bcoz she wan to celebrate the ppl's birthday which falls on JAN AND FEB!

my mother's birthday cake'08 wif candle(30/9/08)
She like mango..

Top view(30/9/08)
A bit blur...

Cake wifout candles..(30/9/08)
NICE?

MY CAKE!'08(14/12/08)
TWEETY!!!!

The cake that me and my brother made for my father!'08(29/11/08)
THE CAKE THAT MADE ME VOMITED THE NEXT DAY!!! ARGGGGGGGG!

Buffet at Sakura(Orchard)(17/3/09)
Treated by my auntie and everybody LOOK HERE!!! say cheese!!

"KICK ME" STICKER!!(4/2/09)
Guess hu is the unlucky one?

The cap that I and fel bought him..(10/4/09)
NICE?

We put the cap in this bag..(10/4/09)
NICE?

NICE GLOVE! LOL!! PEACE!!(12/4/09)
Not I make de!

Me wif the cap..
I looked like a skater girl...(10/4/09)

FIRST FLOWER!!(18/5/09)
FINALLY!! AFTER SO LONG!

Second and Third follows!(28/5/09)
SO HAPPY!

Pei's plant grow so big!(18/5/09)
WEEEEEEEEEEE!

Giant Pink Dolphin!(13/5/09)
DUN EAT PPL!!!

Rainbow on the floor!(31/5/09)
Reflection!

A Cat's Bed..(9/6/09)
Soft? LOL!! NO HARD!!

RED MOON?!(15/6/09)
Do this have a link wif the 22/7?

ME!(11/7/09)
On my cuz's wedding day, I wore this!

RED MOON AGAIN!!(12/7/09)
Is this link wif my bad luck these few days?

2008-10-10T18:24:00.003+08:00

Lalala..
I m typin my post as i promised to my fren..
My com is lagging like hell here..
And my mother just shouted and asked me to watch funniest video..
And i have so many thing happened and i wanna tell u but i have no time..
So i briefly say wat i have done..

My mother birthday is over and i took some photos..
Next time the post..

I went to jp and pm to play the crane..
Then gt myself 5 toys..
And today just gt 1..
So is 6 toys..
I wan more!
Photos of them next time post also..

And exam over today and monday is marking day..
But on marking day, i m going to do some CIP things for 3 hours..
bcos cher say nid 100 CIP hours by this year i think or next year..
I oni noe i not enuff CIP hour..
And nidda go do more CIP..
After my CIP thingy.. MY cuz is coming to my house..
She said that she wanna try my mother's cooking..
So we can play in the afternoon..
I try go there take some photo come back post..

And i wan 黑糖群俠傳 de soundtrack!
But i think Singapore haven out yet..
Then i wan the 黑糖群俠傳 de VCD!
Gt part 1 to 6 le!
But no money..

And lastly, i think my oxy 5 is too long nv use exp liao..
Cos i used it ytd nite and then my face today gt a bit red red
Then my fren keep saying that i gt sun burn..
I wont post this photo on blog..

So i will go back to unactive in bloging le..
Buaix *unactive*

2008-08-13T19:25:00.001+08:00

Duno wat happened today..
I oni noe i trip over and hit the ground and stood up..
But see things blur blur..
Then black-out..
But after a few sec..
I heard voices..
"R u okay?" "Wanna sit down?" "Wat happened?"
A lot of question and i answered 1..
"r u okay? i answered "No"
But i think no one hear me..
So today short post cos left hand pain..
Then dun wanna use it much..
Gt a lot of blue-blacks..
And i skip CCA..
I dun wanna go and my head hurts..
So now i go eat dinner le..
Haix.. Tmr still gt Bio test then nidda rmb a lot..
Then chi nidda do and ART! nidda design..
So busy.. Headache.. Hand pain..
Wish tmr dun have these problems le..

2008-08-08T20:38:00.001+08:00

HMM..
Let's see..
From the day i stopped blogging..
I will see gt wat thing special..

@26 july
The Sg thingy..
And nv gt in..
But try our best le..
I tried to rmb the things the say and the judge were scary..
So i keep forgeting my lines..
@27 july
Went to Suntre City to find my cuz..
Then saw him and he was busy doing his work..(ASA things)
Then went to see some flowers outside the Singapore Garden Festival..
Cos go in nid money.. So walked outside and took some pic..
@28 July
Normal monday..
@29 July
Duno wat happened..
@30 July
Viveca finally borrow me the storybook..
Read it in the morning reading period..
Chem gt the Balance test..
Then during Eng period, very noisy..
And guo bin sat in fornt of me and i cant see..
So i ued my pencil case and hit his back..
But i said sorry to him..
Cos class is very noisy and then bad mood liao lor..
@31 July
Tmr first day of G... Festival..
Dun dare to say..
@1 Aug
First day of that festival..
And dun dare to go home late and do anything that will make that angry..
Or other things..
I dun wanna tok abt it le..
During POA, played wif UHU glue and made a wormy..
Then during Eng, kana viveca drew hand..
And took pic of it.. Still gt write Drawn by VIVECA! Gt sign also..
Took a pic of my back for my art project..
Then went to meet my mother and aunty..
Cos we were watching Money Not Enough 2..
Free ticket of cos go la!
And saw a great Wall-E robot there..
Very cute so took pic of it..
@2 Aug
Normal Sat
@3 Aug
Went to bugis and pray..
And walk slowly to eat and went my ah ma house..
When the door opens..
I saw a pool of pee and a poop beside it..
Confirm the dog did that!
Then the tv is mine..
@4 Aug
Mr Yang not happy wif our class cleanliness..
So ask us to stay back everyday for the week and clean the class..
Then class finish must call him to come and see then can go..
Then first day still okay..
Then they all practice for the dance until i oni have little time to eat..
Then i went for training and early dismissed..
And saw leon and sheela siting outside the class de table..
So i stayed and chat wif them..
Then same interest : Love LOLLIPOP!
@5 Aug
Did fileing during POA and corrections..
No study..
During Chem, cannot catch up wif the lesson..
@6 Aug
Went to lab during chem..
Then lazy do the test..
Then nv do..
Do until half stop and pour away the chemical le..
HEHE.. Then look at textbook for the results..
Then afternoon gt chem at 2.10..
Then finish the test for cation can go home liao..
Then i last min then saw careless mistakes..
I rmb the colour for precipitate..
White white blue green red white white no colour..
Then went to meet Lin they all at pm de mcd..
Then saw a guy looks like Mr Lai..
But he nv wear spec..
So duno is him anot..
But really looks like him..
So rushed to training at 4..
6.30 dismissed and went home quickly cos late le..
@7 Aug
Chi nidda do finish the compo by 6
And homework by tue morning..
Went home and do the homework then asked mother how to do..
Then my mother scream very loudly when she was closing the window..
Cos raining ma, So close window..
Then she saw a lizard..
So scream very loud..
@8 Aug
Morning went to the where then tied hair myself..
Then the national day celebrations..
Then i oni spent 2.50 on the Charity Bazaar..
Cos all out of stock le..
Sian.. So bought agur agur and drink..
And went home to change clothes and use com..
Then go pei house meet her..
Then played wif her hamster and rabbit..
And then went outside skool wait for lin..
Then she go home change clothes and we go Shaw and watched movie..
Guess wat movie?
Money No Enough 2 again!
Then we watched 2.10 de..
Then the fornt seats..
Then nv eat lunch just go in..
Then come out all very hungry then we went to buy french fries and take home eat..
Then i go deposit money..
Then went home..
Saw evan on the tv and stuck there and show finish then on com..

OKAY! Enuff of typing..
I tried to rmb very hard..
So now going to bath le..
Must faster upload pic..
BTW HAPPY BIRTHDAY SG!!!
AND HAPPY OLYMPIC OPENING IN BEIJING!!
MS HO IS THERE RIGHT NOW..

Outside the hall..

PAPA AND AH MA!!!

My back..

Wormy..

MY hand..

Wall-E

Okay i go bath le.. BUAIX..

2008-07-25T21:40:00.001+08:00

Wed was my bro birthday..
So HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO..
OLD 1 YEAR LE!
This year PSLE must study hard and get good result ar..

Dun b like me so bad and go worst class..
But i nv say that i dun like that class..
I LOVE 2E8'07!!

Ytd we went to NAFA and see art works..
We leave skool at 1.50pm..
And reach there abt 2.30pm..
NAFA is near bugis..
We went to Campus 1..
The place is quite small..
Not so big but a lot of campus..
Cannot take bag, food and drinks go..
So bought a coke there for $1.30!!
So EXP! $$
I hab post some photos i took there..
And then i cannot post all..
Cos i dun wanna let other ppl know wat i took there..
And wat's my idea for my O level next year..
I think i will start planning for my O level this nov holiday ba..

Today i gt POA test..
It is a MQC and true or false questions..
Then i gt 23/30, 77%..
Haix.. Gt some careless mistakes..
Nv read the Question properly..
Cos my eyes r so itchy..
Then i keep rubbing my eyes then see blur blur de..
And my english teacher today last day..
Bcos he wanna go NUS study..
And next week i will b having another new english teacher..
So many english teacher.. Keep changing..
He today came late to skool bcos he dunno that go NUS nid the card..
So he go and apply the card and come to skool right after he finish applying..
Then he told us wat happened and we continue to do our work..
Then abt 5 mins b4 the lesson is finish we took pic..
And i dun wanna pic bcos i dun like taking pic..
And i nidda finish the comprehension summary..
And bcos i nidda go for photo taking right after lesson..
So i hab no time to finish the summary and i dun wanna take..
Then the teacher ask me go take then i take if not i dun wanna take de..
So i m kana invited by him for takin pic..

Then after that i rush to hall and saw no one there..
So i waited until every volleyball ppl r there..
Then we r the second to take photo..
Bowling is the first who take bcos we haven ready..

Tmr morning nidda go skool cos the stupid zhen wei lor..
Go sent the thingy..
Then i tot we r out..
But NO!
We r still in..
I think is Mr Soh ask him to sent de..
I dun wanna go there..
Nidda present the product..
Somemore the product is he make on him own de lor..
Not wif our comments de lor..
And all of us wanna give up lor..
Then he go sent means we r still in and nidda go!
Waste my friday nite of sleep..
And sat morning!
Stupid! @!%#@#!$#!@$%#%$!@#!@%!@^%$!#!
I HATE ZHEN WEI!
Bcos he use stupid tone to tok to us lor..
The tone like commanding us..
I feel like punching him!
He tok like mono-tone de lor!

Anyway..
I feel shy when in fornt of ppl!
And i dun like to tok to strangers..
And here's the pics..

Start wif pic that took on bus on the way to NAFA..

Fountain outside NAFA

Fishy..

Miss rich is testing her fashion shirt..

Chocolates!~

For my ending,i'll write off this stair to the end..

2008-07-21T20:32:00.001+08:00

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

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Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	34%
Accommodation	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Interdependence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Intellectual	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	38%
Mystical	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Artistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Religious	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Hedonism	\|\|	10%
Materialism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Narcissism	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Humanitarian	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Conflict seeking	\|\|\|\|	16%
Need to dominate	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%

Romantic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Anti-authority	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Wealth	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Dependency	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Peter pan complex	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Family drive	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
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Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Vanity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
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Today we did a promotion thingy..
And for my group..
We r... ICE CREAM!
So they used paper and make it into ice cream on the spot while others r promotin..
We r the 4th group to present..
Then we spoke very soft but we gt offer! BUY 1 GET 1 FREE!!!
LOL! see hu wanna buy lor..
I took the ice cream home and took a pic of it..
And i cant believe that we won 3rd and today is the wat day and we won 1st in sec 3..
And now everybody is asking me to pass a msg..
"Bring English 10 year series tmr.."

And ytd we celebrated my bro's birthday at my auntie house..
Cos my bro de birthday is this wed so cannot go as the nest day gt skool..
So we celebrate it and then wed celebrate ourself again..
I duno wanna buy wat for him as birthday present..
Cos he keep asking for Wii..
And i dun hab so much money to buy 1..
So any suggestion?

And today is my volleyball coach birthday..
I dun even noe.. And dun care =X
It they after training then they all sing "happy birthday" song then i noe de..
And my fren's birthday also..
So i grats my fren and nv grats my coach..

Tmr i think gt another person de birthday..
Then i think this week a lot of ppl de birthday..

During the waiting time for my cuz to come back i took a pic of a bird..
It is standing near the window and my mother scare it away..
And today morning i took 1 sky pic very nice like Fire ball..
And i took a lot of pics..

Aiya.. Now i m going to bath and study geo le..
Tmr gt geo CA4.. So jia you!
And wed is SS de.. MUST STUDY! GET GOOD RESULTS!
So i just let the pic do the tokin and i go bath..
BUAIX! (NEXT BLOGGING : DUNO WHEN)

Fireball..

First time hand made ice cream on cone..

Fish..

Bird bird..

bro's cake..

Paper-made ice cream..

Prize for wining 3rd place..

2008-07-18T19:50:00.001+08:00

VERY LONG TIME NV POST!
Muhahahahaha!
Somebody is asking me to update my blog..
Muhahahaha.........
Nth much to post abt..
Cos these few days so boring..
And then the homework is like nv end de..
Then new updates..
My Fav de idol is A wei le..
More then evan XD

Currently, I kana CCA cher caught..
I nv go.. She give me BETA FORM..
Then now going to CCA every monday and wed..
Mon will b 2.30 to 5.30 O_O
And wed is 4 to 6.30..
Then friday no nidda go!!
YAY!! And now going to bath le..

Nth to post much..
Just that a lot of things happened and i nv post oni XD
Gt Lin's birthday, Dap's birthday, and the jubilee thingy..

Now everytime will feel like sleeping..
And during class i will feel tired..
If not my eyes will b itchy or pain..
So now i go bath and wake me up!
My dinner will b late today bcos i go bath late!

Anyway.. a pic of how a wei looks like..
He looks a bit like milk..

I wont b playing frenster so oftenly..
I dun feel like going frenster anyway..

I go bath le..
Let my bro use com le..

Tmr will post anot see the mood, weather, if i can do finish homework and whether if i can use com anot.. So Depends......

***Lin and Reid dun say i nv updated le ar, and lin i relink le..***

Taken in

2008-06-03T19:13:00.000+08:00

SO LONG NV POST!!
Cos so sian then nth to post..
And now i wanna post bcos i just now maple le half day..
Then gt 2e8 outing!
Go east coast BBQ!
It's on 10 june.. But i think i wont b going..
Cos a lot of 2e8 boys dun like me..
And SPA not all go.. So mayb i wont go..
See first..
Last friday i went to cut hair and i think this coming sat go watch KUNGFU PANDA!
I cant wait! KONG FU! I whether duno is like that spell anot..
I oni noe very boring.. And tmr pei is coming..
Then thur is LIN's BIRTHDAY!
Early Happy Birthday here!
Cos mayb that day go celebrate till no mood to post..
LOL! And now having dinner.. So.. Buaix.. =P

2008-05-27T20:24:00.001+08:00

Today gt the pilot training workshop..
Very fun..
Can play the game flying planes..
I crushed for the first time and second time the cher help my for my landing..
And the cher told us a lot of accident of plane crashes..
So many ppl died bcos of 1 person..
And so poor..
And at the end of the lesson gt team quiz..
I m the pilot and 3 of the other member read map and tell me where to go..
But we played cheat..
1 of them go set the speed to x16 and i was unable to control the plane..
Very hard to control the plane when it is speed up..
But slowly get the beat and can fly properly..
Very fun flying the plane..
I try to try the plane in the right track and stable in the air..
But the members keep playing wif the speed so i duno how to make it stable..
And i still cannot have a good landing..
I flew out of the track..
Aiya the whole course very fun bcos can fly the plane..
Gt changi also..
Stop here ba..

2008-05-26T19:16:00.001+08:00

Today i have 2 separate things to say..

Firstly, I duno whether u believe it or not is ur problem..
But i believe it..
Thx god for reading my blog (if u really did)
Cos i ytd said that u were angry at human and i now agree wif u..
Cos u showed me wat is happening in this world..
There are fights, killing and crimes everywhere..

I watched the chi news at 6.30pm..
And fights in duno where..
Duno whether is at US or where gt killing of 16 ppls in 4 days bcos of a stupid sms or call..
And stealing of babies in the affected area..
And selling them for abt S$300..
And this world is going to crush any sec..
The trees are on fire.. The earth is cracking.. Litter is everywhere..

And i say u read my blog bcos i said that the weather is hot..
And u rained at nite and so cooling.. And u showed me y u r angry..
So thx.. I will try to do my part and if the world did not turn any good..
I also cannot do anything.. The ppl will still fight for rights and they wont listen to me if i tell them to save the world..
So if the weather is staying this cooling state it will b okay.. =)

Secondly, today pei came my house and play ds..
Then i go her house and play wif her rabbit again..
And i borrow her my ds..
And now going to eat dinner le..
Tmr still nidda go skool until 5..
So mayb wont b posting..

2008-05-25T21:33:00.001+08:00

Okay!
For thur, i nv post bcos i nth to post.. Another free period day..
And fri can take report book le..

And for fri i went to skool in the morning as normal..
Then go class wait for cher to come and give report book..
Then i go home after that..
And i played my pokemon ranger rpg game..
And i turn and turn till my hand pain..
And then my eyes is like o_o to -_-
Then i almost fall asleep..

Then sat go library for awhile then go buy lin de birthday present..
And i went home.. I was doing nth and also "sleeping" on the floor..
At nite i was watching tv wif my ah ma.. And watch wat she watching..

Today morning i completed my pokemon ranger rpg..
In 1 week i can finish.. OMG!
And then went to bugis..
Go pray and eat and go sim lim..
So i buy a new printer(yay) and can throw away the old one(no nidda fix le =D)..
And i went to my ah ma house also stay for awhile and go home and watch the show..
The charity show for the china earthquak lor..
My mother wanna watch de.. And we rush home and watch..
And we forget to buy dinner! So now can say quite hungry..
I have to sleep wif hungry stomach..
I now feeling sad and going to cry le..
Cos the show lor.. So sad..

GOD!! Y u wanna earthquak? U 1 earthquak and then a lot of ppl die!
Then the new born baby cannot even tok and die b4 they can tok..
And a lot of poor ppl cant even have the chance to gt rich?
If u wanna kill the bad guy wif this earthquak and u did it..
Then i will just say u r a bad god.. Cos ur earthquak dun oni kill those bad guy..
U also killed those hu r good and just born and dun even have a chance to do anything! And if u wanna kill those bad guys? U can give lighting to kill them..
And it wont kill anyone cos lighting is strike oni 1 person..
I noe u wan us human to help human but u have killed so many ppl.. And now r u happy? And the weather still so hot and mayb it will kill more ppl!
Nvm.. So if i die *touch wood*.. or mayb this is my last post *touch wood again*.. i will understand and u just wan us to suffer and u wan us to help each other..

Okay i stop tokin to the god le.. If not i really will die *touch wood*
I wanna cry le! Can i cry?! Okay la.. I go cry le.. Buaix..

2008-05-21T14:45:00.002+08:00

Today also quite a free period day..
Today oni art and chi gt do things if not totally free day..
And i dun wanna go that art thingy cos very hot..
When i was reading the newspaper out soft, i was sweating like hell..
Then i was reading so slowly so a lot of water lost..
Now playing ds..
And watch tv.. And charge a lot of things..
Mayb gt go maple for awhile..
But 95% nv go just stay in msn..

2008-05-20T20:57:00.000+08:00

WA! So long nv post le..
Okay! Sat i was busy...
I went out wif a fren and we went to causeway..
We went there to find something to buy for his fren de birthday..
Then we played at Kiddy palace, Mini toons and Action city..
And we bought the cake that is made out of towel..
And then he sent me home and i bathed then sleep le..

And for Sun, My father brought us to Ang Mo Kio to find phone..
Cos he wanna change new phone and he saw N76..
So we went there to see whether gt anot..
And find for a whole day dun have..
And then went to sim lim to buy a device that can play game, mp4, mp3, watch tv, listen to radio for my brother..
Cos he aim it for 1 week le.. And he cant wait to get it..
So me and my ah ma waited for them to come down and i took a pic of the moon and a motor bike that is in fornt of me..
Duno y i take mayb cos i sian ba..
And came home at 8 and ate dinner at 9 so nv post..

And YTD! Vesak day.. Belated Happy Vesak day to all..
And in the morning i wanna sleep till 9 but my mother wake me up at 8..
I was blur blur and almost hit the wall when i walked to the toilet..
And abt 9.30 went to duno where and pray..
Then abt 11.45 go Ang Mo Kio again to take my papa de phone..
But that guy say cannot find batt so he nv buy it..
And then we went to my ah ma de house and eat lunch..
And download some ds game..
Then when go home is abt 7 then dun feel like on com..
So nv post.. Cos today nidda go skool in the morning..

And for today.. I m waiting for Pei to online and tok abt Lin's birthday..
And opps cannot say le..
Anyway early happy birthday to lin..
And today almost whole day free lesson..
POA walk around then others is stay in class free period..
Then when Chi then gt a bit of things to do..
And after that is the art de thingy..
Called Printing.. Then we do some art de things..
And i gt myself all painted here and there..
My hand, face and even leg also gt paint..
And finish at 5.30.. Btw it is 2 to 6..
Tmr and thur also gt..
So i think i m going to get myself in a lot of pain in these 3 days..
And now i m watching Yang sisters..
Very boring.. Okay la.. I stop here..

That moon i m tokin abt..

That bike.. nice? lol..

2008-05-16T15:42:00.001+08:00

Today i gt back all the papers..
And i feel like uploading a photo as it is so blank in here..
Anyway u wanna nid all the marks?
Then see the photo lor.. I write it in my handbook..
But the last one i haven write it is 48, a D7..
And guess wat?
I found some photos i took earlier and also can post it here..
Then i duno y my phone de cam so clear then can see all my marks and subject clearly!
OMG! And my auntie come my house and all play majong outside and now break time..
Come in kpo.. I very hard to type post lei auntie!=X

Like a phonix right? Took at farmart..

Last time went to kiddy palace..

Donkey and Pooh.. Best fren =D

I use my phone take de.. but no effect =/

I took it when mr rahim is not noticing..

My piggy eating my lollipop!

Took it during sunday de trip..

Lastly here's my marks..
LOL! So long le then let u all see my marks..
Ya la ya la.. I noe i very bad..
But EYE i wil work harder de lor!
I will study wif my frens de! JIA YOU!

2008-05-15T20:44:00.001+08:00

Walao.. Stupid blogger reload my post..
Now nidda retype the post..
As i was typing..
I gt back some of my exam papers..

Math total-61
Geo total-56
Chi total-57
Art total-48
SS total-40

And went to old folks home..
ST LUKE ELDERCARE!*claps*
Went there and clap and pose and clean things..
So boring and i nv bring headset!
Bcos when in the bus very boring everybody listening to songs i also wan..

And tmr taking back Bio,POA,Chem and Eng i think..
Hope get a good result..
And now having a headache and i dun wanna retype le!
Today quite a long day..
I think tmr i dun wanna go volleyball cos i dun feel like!
And 1-3 new timing but i still dun wanna go..
Next mon is vesak day holiday!
Now watching the showdown so dun disturb me lol..
Every thur chn 5 8pm! MUST WATCH!
Okay la.. I go watch le.. Buaix..

2008-05-14T15:55:00.002+08:00

WALAO!
Si devil.. Make me sad..
My stupid printer did not work and i spend the first half of the day fixing it..
And in the end it still wont work..
And that devil tok to me and i so pissed by that stupid printer le..
Then he somemore say me LAOPOPO!
(2:41 PM) - - ♥W: laopos. wad happen
(2:41 PM) ❤Shir❤ bored: y u call me laopo?
(2:42 PM) - - ♥W: cause u . duno
(2:42 PM) - - ♥W: lols
(2:42 PM) - - ♥W: cause u laopopo

ARGHHHH...... I HATE U SI DEVIL!
YTD ACT EMO TODAY SO FREE TOK TO ME! THEN IN THE END U SAY ME LAOPOPO!
U STUPID EVIL DEVIL! ONI BULLY ME U NV DO GOOD..

But in the end reynard make me feel a little bit good cos he say..
(3:31 PM) ReZeVareზ prelud: good luck for ur exams
(3:32 PM) ReZeVareზ prelud: goood luck for ur pokemon premire exams sun bian help me catch odish
(3:33 PM) ❤Shir❤ sad: ?
(3:33 PM) ❤Shir❤ sad: huh?
(3:35 PM) ReZeVareზ prelud: hace u watched teletubies?
(3:35 PM) ReZeVareზ prelud: its wicked cool
(3:36 PM) ReZeVareზ prelud: it made me want to get a rollerblade and a scooter
(3:36 PM) ReZeVareზ prelud: recently, i heard that a teletubies and digimon duo movie are collaborating for amovie
(3:36 PM) ReZeVareზ prelud: i have no car at the moment but i passed my driving test
(3:37 PM) ❤Shir❤ sad: LOL
I think he visited my blog and saw wat i wanted and tried to make me happy..
And i m still angry at that STUPID DEVIL until now like no mood to play pokemon le..
Somemore i cant find my cable duno at where le..
And listening to songs to cool me down..
STUPID DEVIL! DEVIL NV DO GOOD DEED!I DUN TRUST STUPID DEVIL ANYMORE!

2008-05-14T11:02:00.002+08:00

Today i think is staying at home the whole day watching the time pass ba..
Cos my stupid printer dun work for me and i nidda print something..
Stupid printer keep saying paper jam..
So long nv use it cos the ink finish le..
Then i ask my fren buy for me and then stupid printer keep saying paper jam!
Stupid printer!
Hope it works now..

Ytd i went to my best fren house and her rabbit anyhow run..
Somemore run outside the house then we keep following it here and there..
And her bro very TOOT!
Cos he keep tokin bhind my back and say i stupid and blah blah..
And he also stupid lor.. IDIOT GAY! Stupid also..

I think i m going to train my pokemon today if not it will not b lv 100..
LOL.. Very BORING!

2008-05-13T12:44:00.002+08:00

Now i m at my fren house play play play!
Later going maple cos she wan me to go in..
Just now went skool wif pei and go hand in the form..
Then we go canteen sit there and i very sian..
Then pei's fren making hamper then ask pei to go there..
She go there also duno do wat..

Then we went pioneer mall buy french fries and bunger..
And drinks and potato chips(for later hungry in case)
Then now at her house posting..
She beside me and i using her wireless..
Okay le.. I go maple le..
Today not so sian le..

2008-05-12T11:38:00.002+08:00

I m sabo by leon..

1) At what age do you wish to marry?
Duno la.. 25?

2) Study Hard or Play Hard?
Both..

3) Who is the person you trust most?
My frens and my family

4) Do you think you have enough confidence?
To wat?

5) If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Have a lot of money and cannot spend finish and i can live wif a lot of animals around my house.. And i can donate a lot of ppl to the poor..

6) Do you believe in seeing rainbow after the rain?
YES! I BELIEVE IN RAINBOW~

7) What is your goal for this year?
Pass 'O' level lor..

8) Do you believe in eternity love?
Mayb..

9) Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
No.. But My cuz commited a suicide but she failed to die..

10) What feeling do you love the most?
I duno..

11) What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Y should i tell u? hu r u? y u nidda noe? just ask me personally lor..

12) What feeling do you hate most?
Heart broken..

13) Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Of cos..

14) Do you believe in GOD?
If not y do i go to pray?

15) What do you think is most important thing in your life?
My family and frens..

16) Who do you hope to be there always with you?
My family and frens..

17) Whose your best friend?
My best frens lor.. Ask me personally..

18) Who cares you the most?
My parents.. My best frens also..

19) Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
Reid lor.. he said tag:))

20) Do you get jealous easily?
For something oni..

*Instructions: Remove one question from below and add in you personal question. Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their tagboard that they have been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessing and I've tagged

1) Reid
2) Lin
3) Cass
4) Dap
5) Jer
6) Bibi
7) Duno
8) Duno

2008-05-12T10:45:00.002+08:00

Ytd was another day of Sunday Trip..
Ytd my father brought us to bugis to pray..
And I pray that my whole family will b healthy and my ah ma will not go to hospital again.. or have any problem..
Then we went to my ah ma's house cos my brother wanna go do project..
And went there and found out that my cuz gt a DS from a fren..
So good.. I also wan free de things..
So if anyone dun wan things then can give me ^^
Mayb can lend me for a few days also can..
I would like to play games for a few days or a week..
But i think i think too much.. Cos my frens will play them de..
And wont lend it to me for a week.. =P

Anyway today i very sian..
Play psp.. oni a few games..
DS a bit sian..
Com duno wat game..
Tv gt hi-5 and later gt barney..
So mayb i today will stick to the tv and die there..
LOL.. anyway.. today is a boring day!

2008-05-10T08:34:00.000+08:00

Special Thanks To Reid for teaching me how to make my blog nice nice..
And i learn quite lot of things..
So Thank You..

2008-05-10T05:40:00.001+08:00

Is it me or is it getting more and more boring?
The first day of resting also cannot find a thing to do..
SOME MORE!LIKE EVERYONE IN MY MSN IS GONE!
I also duno wanna do wat.. SO BORED!
My brother and my cuz went to watch iron man the movie..
I dun wanna watch cos i dun like iron man lol..
So dun waste money..
And i duno wanna do wat now..
Just now ate potato chips..
But still a bit hungry..
And my ah ma watching chn U so i follow her watch..
I'm going to bored to death..
Anyone pls tok to me!!
So BORED!

2008-05-10T02:55:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day of exam le!
YAY!! Finish all the exams and happy liao!
Today is math P2 and combine chem and bio MCQ..

I think now happy then go back skool not happy le..
Cos will get back the papers then see the marks all fail..
Then my face from =) to =( le..

LOL.. Next week gt CIP on Thur 15/5..
2.30 to 5.30pm
Going to St Luke's Eldercare..
Almost all the boys are going..
And all(not really all) the even number de gals are going..
I also duno go there do wat lor..
I think go there tok wif them and go home?

Anyway.. Exams are over! And can play le!
Somemore next Mon,Tue and Wed no nidda go skool!
Muhahaha.. Now also duno wanna do wat le..
So happy till nv arrange wanna do wat in the 3 days.. XD
Now also duno wanna do wat.. Waiting for reid to online..
He say he teach me how to make my blog nicer..
Where are u? I dun dare to anyhow edit my blog.. HELP!

2008-05-09T08:10:00.000+08:00

Today i created blog again..
Today gt Art MYE.. FIRST TIME TEST ART!
3 hrs lor.. BUT! still cannot do finish..
Haix.. I think i also cannot pass others subject le..

Tmr is math P2 and combine chem and bio..
I think will b very bad..
Cos nv study.. Hope the papers are easy..

When start of the exam, my hand was shakin..
And i cannot draw properly..
But in the end, i can't finish my background..

I duno how to make my blog nice nice again..
Cos long time nv post and i duno how to post also..
So i think this will b my first post and a bad one?
Anyway.. Today i gt post can le..
Wish tmr a good day!